but unfortunately for me, i NEVER let things go. i ask my self over and over again "how did this happen?" i can never get over how they weren't really who i thought they were. i trust way too easliy and my judgement was fooled. how? how did i not see?
but then the other hard part is that i can't stop thinking about the good times we had. when we had good talks, when we laughed about dumb problems, when we both found ways to sneak to see each other, when we talked about our shared opinions on government....yep, can't stop thinking about it. and thats what makes it so hard to forget you; i still remember you as the person i thought you were.